Thursday, April 27, 2006

at the cafe


It's about him.
He hasn't arrived yet, but he might.
I don't think we set a time, he didn't exactly say when he'd get here.

I hoped it would have been now.
I'm a little worried that he may have gotten lost.
Thing is, I don't even know where to start looking. Did I take a wrong turn last week, or was it last year?

Jeez!
Have I lost the plot, completely scappered the plan? But what was the plan. Maybe it's me who's lost and I should be finding my way back to the rendevous point. Was it at that coffee shop. You know, the one I like, the one that lets me dissappear in a sea of faces. How about that restaurant, was he there, I know I should have left the group behind. I didn't know it would turn out like that! I tried to make up for their rudeness... Doesn't matter now, even though I still cringe at the memory.

There was that one time...nO. I don't think that was it, he would have said something. Maybe he's refused to say, if so Why won't he say anything? What's happened to us? I think I've done everything I should be doing... I think I'm where I'm supposed to be. This must be the spot.

FINE!
I'll just have a seat, and wait for Goddeau, at least even He get's here, eventually!
Ok, Ok. I'll calm down.
I lost my temper. I shouldn't have thought that. Of course he'll be here.
He wouldn't not come,right?
He wouldn't be late,
Would he?

'Hi, yes, I'll have a coffee. Black, no sugar.'
'Leave the chair, I'm expecting a freind.

10 Comments:

Blogger spicebear said...

that is soo me when i am waiting. i worry, get a bit paranoid, then mad, i calm down then i try to rationalise things ... does everyone have these voices in their heads that jump to conclusions?

now the problem is when he comes in between all those phases then they think its madness ...

4:41 PM  
Blogger akiey said...

Am patient to a fault yet I hate making someone wait for me.

As you wait, look 30degrees to your right, across the street teeming with shoppers & kids going back from gym practice. Peek over the taxis by the Forex bureau...yes, he's wearing a beige shirt and a matching fedora. He's been there admiring you from afar...

11:42 PM  
Blogger Nakeel said...

Its always a puls or minus 10 minutes if you havent shown up by then its better not to ...

1:42 AM  
Blogger Sandman said...

THis just reminds me of what I've been missing. Such a clever, well written post......ahhhhh, it's good to be back!

9:36 AM  
Blogger k.i.d.a.d.a said...

I'm the most impatient being on planet earth. I'd rather you wait for me instead....

I'm just so very impatient like that, not after I've made a big effort and turned up early (so unlike me)....

Hope he did turn up eventually, or is he going to get some female bashing from us?

10:03 AM  
Blogger Machozi said...

Somehow it seems like there is deeper meaning in what your saying... not jus waitin 4 someone at a cafe... I love the way you wrote it tho..cant wait for the continuation...

10:17 AM  
Blogger Stunuh Jay said...

@Spicey: When he comes it's different kettle of fish
@akiey: fedora...good taste or what! Yummmmmmm
@Nakeel: I know but, what if.... the what if's are the killers
@poi: And the coffee does not help
@Instigator: Waiting's only fun if you get what you've been waiting for.
@Sandman: hello stranger! welcome back
@kidada:wait....:D and see.
@machozi: not telling! :D

1:42 AM  
Blogger Shaggy said...

Chic, you haven't lost the plot. You never had one. Dude is not coming.

Hope weekend was not so gloomy, swim across the pond to the Uzbec and we can have that coffe and then some. Not just for one night.

I promise you.. Be good, hope this cheers you up..

2:15 PM  
Blogger Stunuh Jay said...

@BJ: promises, promises!

2:47 PM  
Blogger inane said...

halleluya...it ain't just me who gets really paranoid when like is beyond liking...mmmh
good to know

5:42 AM  

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